When It Isn't Like It Should Be.

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 23:21:39 GMT

WTF EMA's? No awards for Kings Of ~~music~~ Leon?
dear fans& MTV; YOU FAİL.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 22:53:59 GMT

1970-1993
River Phoenix.

16 years ago today,a star has passed away.
an actor
an activist
a vegeterian
a musician
a brother
a boy.
He was a boy who had so much to do and to say.He was so young.
rest in peace River,you're with us♥

"To live in hearts you leave behind,Is not to die."

update on life

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 18:28:45 GMT

School is on holiday..
I am kind of sick since last week,I'm feelin so tired.
I'm so excited&sad at the same time.Reason why I'm excited is,we're gonna see "This Is It" with my friends on friday:)
Reason why I'm sad is,its River Phoenix's death anniversary this saturday:/ I don't know what to do.Theres a halloween party and because I'm a senior,I really wanna go there and have fun with my friends but I'l be thinking about River all night so I can't have fun..
pffh.Its so complicated.

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 16:51:47 GMT

I miss River...and I don't know what to do.I am so sad.Why did he have to die?When he had so much to say,so much to do? Its unfair.

And 31st of october is coming.His death anniversary..I don't want to deal with this.Can't he just come back?Please.

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 17:55:47 GMT

Just showing off my new userpic:) Isn't he cute?

Icons

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 17:06:34 GMT

Kristen Allure Photoshoot and some Candid Icons.

Please credit.
Comments are ♥

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 20:55:08 GMT

I miss you River Jude Phoenix,I am trying to forget you,but I fail everytime.I can't stay away from you,everything I do,somehow It always comes to you..I miss you so much,you have no idea.I hope you're happy and peaceful.
I love you.always.

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 17:10:12 GMT

I feel so sad.I can't even describe it.I feel so lonely,upset,broken.
You would punch me in the face if you knew what happened yesterday.Because that thing was like my dream come true and I achieved it,but I'm still sad.So,I'm gonna tell ya what happened and why I feel so sad.Tell me why I am feeling like this when I'm supposed to be so happy.
Okay,here we go.
I have this favourite band ever called maNga.They're from Turkey,my counrty.I am in love with the lead singer of the band.Three moths ago,they were touring and they came here for a concert and I met with Ferman(lead singer) after the concert.I hugged&talked to him.It was the best night of my life.Yesterday,I was at their concert again,and I met him again,well I met the whole band,but what most affected me was Ferman.We talked and I hugged him three times,he gave me his water bottle during the concert,signed my arm,he smiled at me all the time.It was like a dream for me.I still can not believe it happened.Everything is so good and happy right?I mean I am so lucky to have met him twice..But I am not happy.I feel so lonely and sad.I think thats because I love him so much.I love him so much that I want to be with him,or his friend..But thats quite not possible and Its breaking my heart.Not to mention he has a girlfriend,who is stupid woman,who cheated on him.Douchebag!Well he's kinda stupid too,for forgiving her..ugh.See,I am sad because of these things.
I still can't figure out why I am this sad? Why?Do you have any idea?If you do,please tell me:(

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 13:20:09 GMT

Jared on fire.

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 00:49:59 GMT

"Six billion people in the world. 6 billion souls.And sometimes all you need is one."

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 21:34:37 GMT

Just wanted to show off my new icon.Jacob.WIN.

♥

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 19:31:49 GMT

Jared picspam.Enjoy!

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Followill Fever

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 23:44:14 GMT

ok so I saw this and I don't know what to say...just..damn Jared!
epic.

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 01:09:53 GMT

sex on fire.

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 22:51:45 GMT

I am thinking of doing a Christina Aguilera picspam be cause she is my favourite person ever! I am too lazy to do it,I'll do it tomorrow.

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 20:56:27 GMT

Happy Birthday Evan Rachel Wood.

She's my favourite actress,I love her ♥

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 14:47:38 GMT

When you try your best but you don’t succeed,
When you get what you want, but not what you need.
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep,
..Stuck in reverse.
And the tears come streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can’t replace,
When you love someone but it goes to waste…
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home. And ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 01:12:32 GMT

agghh.I fucking miss Kurt Cobain:(

update

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 00:55:43 GMT

hey guys.Its been a while since I haven't updated.Nothing interested is going on,just random things..same ritual everyday..summer is about to be over and 1 month left to school opening.This is my senior year,I am gonna go to university next year,and I am not excited at all.I don't know why..
I have been seeing Taylor Lautner in my dreams lately,as Jacob of course,and I am Bella..I saw him two times since last week and in both of them,I want him to kiss me but he doesn't.I wake up feeling sad..Its really weird.Be cause I don't like Taylor that much,well I am kinda team jacob but Taylor isn't attractive to me so I don't know why I wanna kiss him so bad.Weird..I wish he would kiss me I am always asking him but he doesn't..pffh.Weird dreams..
Other than school excitement and jacob dreams,nothing new is going on.. Oh and I still miss River Phoenix.I think thats one feeling I am never gonna get rid of..I am not even trying to ged rid of it,I like thinking about him.He is everyting to me.I miss you River <3

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 14:37:45 GMT

Happy Birthday Keanu Reeves:)

aww look at them.River& Keanu :)

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 19:31:27 GMT

"ashes to ashes" from Groove Addicts.Its the New Moon trailer song.

River Phoenix ♥

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 14:06:45 GMT

39 Years ago today,an angel was born.He changed so many lives,he touched so many people.He made this world a better place.He may be gone but he is in our hearts.He will never grow old.I love you River Jude Phoenix,for teaching me things that no one else could.You changed me,made me a better human.I love you.Thank you for lighting my soul.
Happy Birthday ♥

"there's a river born to be a giver,keep you warm won't let you shiver,his heart is never gonna wither.."

EW Video Screencaps

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 20:48:53 GMT

I made screencaps of the EW video.
Here you go..

♥

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 13:16:49 GMT

Here's a little River picspam.I found theese pics yesterday,they were taken by photographer Bruce Webber.
Enjoy!

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:55:12 GMT

I just found this picture of River.
one word.
EPIC.